today was a pretty uneventful day.
i slept til damn near 1 o'clock.
my job cut back hours so now i barely work...
as if i weren't already broke working 21-28 hours
imagine how broke i am now only working 7-14 hours a week.
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anyways,
i went to see my justin today.
i was hoping to "get the business"
because we haven't in like three weeks.
shit, maybe even a month.
i was out of town mlk weekend,
sick the weekend after that,
& had a visitor the week after that
but
he wasn't too happy today.
he had some pretty bad shit go down with his brother & his job,
which i won't get into.
but..
i just felt bad because i couldn't make him feel better.
as a girlfriend,
i feel like it's my responsibility to pick him up when he's down.
but i don't think i did such.
it's ridiculous how much i love that boy.
we've only been together officially for like two months. (11.23.08)
i've known him & been in love with him since i was nineteen.
there is absolutely no way to describe how happy he makes me.
despite being me broke & living in an unhappy, uncomfortable environment,
when i'm with him i haven't got a care in the world.
we talk about marriage & kids.
i really do hope that we end up married
with like six kids and a plethora of pets
big house & luxury cars.
lol.
anyway,
i suppose that's all for now.
holler.